History Is All You Left Me
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- Update Date：2025-09-06
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- Author：Adam Silvera
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Summary
Griffin has lost his first love in a drowning accident。 Theo was his best friend， his ex-boyfriend and the one he believed he would end up with。 Now， reeling from grief and worsening OCD， Griffin turns to an unexpected person for help。 Theo's new boyfriend。
But as their relationship becomes increasingly complicated， dangerous truths begin to surface。 Griffin must make a choice: confront the past， or miss out on his future。
But as their relationship becomes increasingly complicated， dangerous truths begin to surface。 Griffin must make a choice: confront the past， or miss out on his future。
Reviews
laura
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such an amazing book！
C。hania_
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4，70
Mads
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Adam Silvera is crushing your heart in half to bouilt it with Griffin。 This book is very emotional but gives a lot of hope。 Full of great humor and understandment。
alex （semi-hiatus）
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it started out good and then it was just not 2。75 stars？？？ 3 stars？？？ i really don’t know
J。 A。 C。
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Un llorar con este libro。
Bailey
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This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it， click here。 Another pretty and sad one from Mr。 Silvera。 I did enjoy reading this， but had mixed feelings about the stuff with Wade。 I was happy to see him be further fleshed out as the novel progressed， but the pacing with everything just felt off and it was hard for me to reconcile the way Griffin treated him and more importantly THOUGHT about him through most of the book。 3。5 stars！
Leo
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MY HEART- Thought I was ready for this after reading They Both Die at the End， but Holy Hades I wasn't- The first few Today parts made me want to c r y and then the History parts felt like a small little break until you get further into the book- Jfc it's a rollercoaster and I really want a sequel with Wade and Griffin， ugh that would be adorable- MY HEART- Thought I was ready for this after reading They Both Die at the End， but Holy Hades I wasn't- The first few Today parts made me want to c r y and then the History parts felt like a small little break until you get further into the book- Jfc it's a rollercoaster and I really want a sequel with Wade and Griffin， ugh that would be adorable- 。。。more
Arego
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Fuck
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I liked the concept， but got very confused at points as to when what was happening！ some bits also felt forced into the book even tho they didn’t really fit？？ but besides that i actually really enjoyed reading it！
Amar
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“History is nothing。 It can be recycled or thrown away completely。 It isn’t this sacred treasure chest I mistook it to be。 We were something， but history isn’t enough to keep something alive forever。”_______Sa Silverom sam imao čast da se upoznam davno， davno sa njegovom knjigom They both die at the End， prije no što je postala toliko popularna， i koja je ostavila veoma jak utisak na mene。 Sad， ako je ta knjiga ostavila jak utisak na mene， ova knjiga me je slomila。 U pravom smislu te riječi。Radn “History is nothing。 It can be recycled or thrown away completely。 It isn’t this sacred treasure chest I mistook it to be。 We were something， but history isn’t enough to keep something alive forever。”_______Sa Silverom sam imao čast da se upoznam davno， davno sa njegovom knjigom They both die at the End， prije no što je postala toliko popularna， i koja je ostavila veoma jak utisak na mene。 Sad， ako je ta knjiga ostavila jak utisak na mene， ova knjiga me je slomila。 U pravom smislu te riječi。Radnja se vrti oko 4 mlada momka， Griffina， Theo， Wade i Jackson。 Griffinova prva i velika ljubav Theo umire， iako je Griffinu obećao da nikad neće umrijeti… i knjiga počinje njegovim sprovodom。 Wade je njihov prijatelj iz djetinjstva， a Jackson je bio Theov dečko poslije Griffina i svjedok kad je Theo umro。 I polako kroz priču saznajemo šta se tačno desilo i kako su svi povezani sa Theom。 Priča historije uglavnom prati Griffina i Thea， kako su se upoznali， kako su se zavoljeli i na kraju kako su se ipak ružno razišli， i stalno mijenjamo perspektive iz prošlosti u sadašnjosti gdje zajedno sa Griffinom tugujemo i čemerimo。Nevjerovatno je kako se Silvera igra sa emocijama čitaoca， i nevjerovatno je kako je odlično uspio opisati bol gubljenja tako voljene osobe。 Iako sam mislio da me je već na polovini knjige upropastio， od te polovine pa do kraja me je totalno uništio。 Lično sam je čitao par dana duže no što bi mi inače trebalo， jer jednostavno je knjiga bolila。 Riječima opisati takve emocije stvarno je teško， ali Silvera je FENOMENALNO uradio， i sasvim zasluženo， već početkom decembra ovu knjigu krunišem kao knjigu godine za mene。Bravo i velika preporuka！ 。。。more
Maleah
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Adam Silvera， who hurt you？？ This book was painful yet beautiful。 Everyone deals with grief differently， and that was portrayed really well in this book。 Seeing Griffin， Wade， Jackson， and everyone else deal with their loss of Theo was an emotional roller coaster。
seph
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This book was sort of heart-wrenching in a way， definitely a tear-jerker。
Zeus Delgado
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Tal vez un 2。5*Tengo una relación un tanto complicada con este libro。 Una de esas complicaciones es Griffin， el protagonista， que de verdad se me hacía insufrible， insoportable， intenso。。。 Tanto en el presente como en el pasado no lo soportaba。 ¿Y qué decir de Theo？ Otro dolor de cabeza。 Los únicos rescatables son Jackson （un poco） y mi personaje favorito， Wade。 Sería muy estúpido calificar el libro solo porque no soportaba a algunos personajes， pero en sí no es lo único。 La historia se me hacía Tal vez un 2。5*Tengo una relación un tanto complicada con este libro。 Una de esas complicaciones es Griffin， el protagonista， que de verdad se me hacía insufrible， insoportable， intenso。。。 Tanto en el presente como en el pasado no lo soportaba。 ¿Y qué decir de Theo？ Otro dolor de cabeza。 Los únicos rescatables son Jackson （un poco） y mi personaje favorito， Wade。 Sería muy estúpido calificar el libro solo porque no soportaba a algunos personajes， pero en sí no es lo único。 La historia se me hacía repetitiva en el presente， puro melodrama que de verdad llega a cansar mucho。 Una de las cosas que me tomo por sopresa es el giro inesperado de las últimas páginas。 A Griffin no le vi tanto desarrollo de personaje， era el mismo en las dos épocas， aunque al último se le ve un poco， casi nada。En fin， esperaba más de este libro。 Según este libro te iba a destrozar， te haría llorar y cosas así y no， no lloré nada。Espero seguir leyendo las obras del autor， porque este no fue un buen comienzo。 。。。more
Paula
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DNFToo triggering and hurtfull for me。 Maybe someday
Leah
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This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it， click here。 Well， the love between Griffin and Wade was most definitely unexpected， but I really liked this book。 I’m just not completely sure if I’d prefer this relationship over Griffin and Jackson。 They could share a bond that no one would understand。 I liked reading about how they comforted each other while grieving。 I understood why it was easy for them。 They both loved the same person。 They understood each other more than anyone。 I think that if this book would’ve turned another direction at some poin Well， the love between Griffin and Wade was most definitely unexpected， but I really liked this book。 I’m just not completely sure if I’d prefer this relationship over Griffin and Jackson。 They could share a bond that no one would understand。 I liked reading about how they comforted each other while grieving。 I understood why it was easy for them。 They both loved the same person。 They understood each other more than anyone。 I think that if this book would’ve turned another direction at some point with Jackson and Griff， I’d give this a better rating。 But I’ve gotta admit that I was a little disappointed。 Still a good book though。 。。。more
Om Kini
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Heartbreaking but loved it （╥_╥）One of the hardest book to read I have EVER came across but totally Worth what I experienced！ I love wade！！！！Really liked the switching of past and present timelines， it really put me in some emotional tangle😂This book is entirely written from the perspectives of Griffin where how he tackle his grief of loving his love can be seen。Took me really 20 days to finish this book。 I couldn't go beyond 1 chapter without tearing up。 Would highly recommend it！Will make you Heartbreaking but loved it （╥_╥）One of the hardest book to read I have EVER came across but totally Worth what I experienced！ I love wade！！！！Really liked the switching of past and present timelines， it really put me in some emotional tangle😂This book is entirely written from the perspectives of Griffin where how he tackle his grief of loving his love can be seen。Took me really 20 days to finish this book。 I couldn't go beyond 1 chapter without tearing up。 Would highly recommend it！Will make you happy？ NayyyWill make you sad？ Yayyy in a beautiful way？ 。。。more
Dustin
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A great book。 Even though it is more or less YA I still enjoyed it。 It was well written and I barely wanted to put it down。 Very sad obviously， but one expects that from Adam Silvera by now。I really enjoyed that it was written in two times， one the history， one the now。 It felt kind of authentic—apart from the end， which partially felt a bit hasty。
Catherine
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As heartbreaking as expected。 Everything feels raw and so very live-able。 Definitely worth the read。
Hester
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This was a wonderful， heartbreaking read， perfect to be read as an audiobook。 I love that I genuinely did not see the twist coming。 I'm not sure how I feel about it， but time will tell。 For now a solid 4 stars！ This was a wonderful， heartbreaking read， perfect to be read as an audiobook。 I love that I genuinely did not see the twist coming。 I'm not sure how I feel about it， but time will tell。 For now a solid 4 stars！ 。。。more
Yuri
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Oh man。 This story is brutal。 Be prepared for your heart to be ripped out。 One thing I particularly loved about this book was the complexity of the characters。 As they go through unimaginable grief， they’re portrayed in such a real and raw way。 People aren’t perfect and have multifaceted aspects of their personality and life that we may not always see。 This book explores that idea through the lens of LGBTQ+ teens experiencing love and heartbreak。 A poignant and thought-provoking YA read。
tchalametslovr
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Put me in a reading slump ！！
Mat Canary
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Grieving， reminiscent， tender， and hauntingly good— History makes good use of raw emotion of losing someone you love at a young age; better than 7 stages of grief。Griffin's narration deals with such heaviness and his POV make me feel like I've known Theo or make me feel the things the way he did。 Silvera balanced this with witty jokes， but I'm not kidding that he hit hard when he wrote quotes about loss。Great characters， from friends to parents—who exemplify how to deal with gay teens to mournin Grieving， reminiscent， tender， and hauntingly good— History makes good use of raw emotion of losing someone you love at a young age; better than 7 stages of grief。Griffin's narration deals with such heaviness and his POV make me feel like I've known Theo or make me feel the things the way he did。 Silvera balanced this with witty jokes， but I'm not kidding that he hit hard when he wrote quotes about loss。Great characters， from friends to parents—who exemplify how to deal with gay teens to mourning ones。 Main character Griffin is a no-nonsense sympathetic casanova whose after the death of his best friend / boyfriend， is thrusted into finding comfort with his "enemy" / his ex boyfriend's boyfriend Jackson， who's from another city。 （I have a habit of making long sentences， I apologize。） He has OCD that's descripted very understandably & real。 Can I just say？ His character was an ass; both in 'History' & 'Today'。 And the main character truly was Theo， he was interesting and had a good start with the Star Wars / Harry Potter differentiation。 He was sensitive， dedicated， and someone you'd look up to and love。 Him being the centerpoint of the story feels right because he's just molded as a perfect character。 Theo's boyfriend， Jackson， is someone I didn't understand。 Griffin had so much anger in him from the start that I didn't see what was coming for next。 And I was surprised。 Jackson was a surprising character。 Lastly， someone who stayed himself， Wayde was the MVP who had the short end of the stick。 For a story with four gay characters， you feel so much for Wayde because he's given up so much for others from start to finish。 He's very understanding but honest if he has to。 All four of them are a gem， Silvera crafted them as if they have their own universes rather than just follow Theo's。It's straightforward & appealing， especially to young queer readers。 There's quite a lot amount of sexuality: first sex， hookups， friends with benefits。 It was a problem but then I felt was appropriate。 But I had a major problem with Griff's personality and actions as he wasn't reasonable nor responsible。 He just dips and comes and goes。 It's like soft erotica for younger teens， opening up their mind about today's dating situation and just hope they learn about the exclusivity of sex。 The continuous twists in the story are dramatic but great， literarily。 It is what it is， it's a YA novel after all， I have mixed feelings throughout reading。 For the most part， it does so well on what works: the experience of a young gay love and the longingness & grief。 Adam Silvera writes it in such a way that is intimate & personal （like the four types of kisses， awe）。 Griffin's metamorphosis & musings are eloquent， and the situations really melts your heart。 It's beautifully written。 。。。more
Rafa
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Good character study。。。 by the end of the book is not possible to not feel for the main characters。 Drags a bit towards the third act but the end is solid。I felt so identified with many of the situations narrated in the book。 And at the same I wished I had things as clear as the main characters in the book （even if they feel lost sometimes they were much ahead to were I was at their age）。All in all， an emotional story beautifully written from the heart。 Loved it。
Ambrose
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This is the second time I read one of his books， and like TBDATE it broke me （as it was expected）。
Sulyn
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Este autor no deja de sorprenderme :'） Este autor no deja de sorprenderme :'） 。。。more
Elisa
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3。75（imma be mentioning things that happened in the first few pages- not really spoilers） i really liked the whole topic of grieving in this book！ it was such an interesting way if exploring grief and i loved the constant flash backs and how he still talks to him。 the ending wasn’t the best but it was so heartfelt i didn’t mind。 but i do have to say， i love the characters and their dynamics， i love how many questions the flashback raises and i love the concept of the book。 overall it was an enjo 3。75（imma be mentioning things that happened in the first few pages- not really spoilers） i really liked the whole topic of grieving in this book！ it was such an interesting way if exploring grief and i loved the constant flash backs and how he still talks to him。 the ending wasn’t the best but it was so heartfelt i didn’t mind。 but i do have to say， i love the characters and their dynamics， i love how many questions the flashback raises and i love the concept of the book。 overall it was an enjoyable and heartbreaking read but the events that happen towards the end do kinda annoy me:） 。。。more
Gabrielly
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4。5 ⭐
Larissa
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Now this is what you called a sad book。 This book was way more painful than They Both Die at the End。 It got me riding some waves of emotions that hit me to the core。 I just can’t explain what this book did to me。
Metzery Moctezuma
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Tarde casi tres semanas en terminar este libro de 300 paginas， cantidad que suelo terminar en días， porque me dolía… mucho， mentalmente， físicamente， me dolía。Tenía muy reciente el proceso del duelo por razones personales y entrar a un libro en donde veías todas estas etapas fue a la vez terapéutico y doloroso para mi; tuve que parar de leer porque sentía una opresión horrible en el pecho y temía entrar en un episodio depresivo de nuevo。Sin embargo， estoy muy MUY orgullosa de Griffin y de como p Tarde casi tres semanas en terminar este libro de 300 paginas， cantidad que suelo terminar en días， porque me dolía… mucho， mentalmente， físicamente， me dolía。Tenía muy reciente el proceso del duelo por razones personales y entrar a un libro en donde veías todas estas etapas fue a la vez terapéutico y doloroso para mi; tuve que parar de leer porque sentía una opresión horrible en el pecho y temía entrar en un episodio depresivo de nuevo。Sin embargo， estoy muy MUY orgullosa de Griffin y de como poco a poco， pudo darse la oportunidad de empezar a seguir adelante; espero pronto poder decir lo mismo de mi。 。。。more
Maddu Blanco
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